My first glimpse of Robin Thicke was the video for his first album A Beautiful World. In the video, he was a bike messenger delivering packages around New York City. His hair was long and sometimes hide his beautiful eyes but what I noticed, what made me stop everything I was doing was his voice. It was smooth and stroked my ears the way a good looking man would slide his firm strong firm, hand down the small of my back before a passionate kiss.
I had to wait a couple of years for his next release but it was worth the wait. I first heard The Evolution of Robin Thicke in my office. It was on someone’s shared iTunes list. I hummed along to the songs while I worked but the opening chords to Teach U A Lesson made me stop. I sat still and closed my eyes. I could feel a wave of heat my body especially my inner thighs. There in my office my thoughts drifted back to my last sexual experience. The passionate kisses, his lips slowly moving down my neck. I had to stop the song and listen to something I could ignore to get through the workday.
In the song Robin Thicke sings about my favorite sexual fantasies, fantasies that at thirty-three has still been unfulfilled. One of the scenarios is the schoolgirl and the teacher, ‘you’ve been a bad girl/someone’s gonna have to teach u a lesson.’ I think I’ve had this fantasy since the first time I had an orgasm. For as long as I can remember, in terms of my sexuality I’ve always been turned on by being completely taken by a man. Unfortunately I haven’t really experienced anything like that. The men in my life so far have been timid or admired me from afar. No one that I can feel comfortable enough to be open about my fantasies and confident enough to imitate them. Until then, if then this song will do.
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